Juz had my peer review on tuesday, and to my surprise.. this year nothing good was written in my review... I couldn't forget the first sentence written in that piece of paper... which wrote:

1. She finds all sorts of excuses not to do the work when she don't feel like doing the work...

This sentence is holy crap seriously... Since when did i find excuses not to do my work?? I told him, i strongly disagreed with this sentence.. since when? My dear PM asked mi help him do Courier and administrative work i oso helped him le... all these are totally out of scope for me... but bcoz since he asked mi help him, so there i go... And this is what i get in my peer review??

My mood is realli affected by this year review seriously... those women realli managed to get what they wanted... good for them...

Utterly disappointed wif my boss... Like what he said, I followed him since he was still a PM until now he is our GM.. And he can trust other ppl's saying more den trust me... I asked him, he realli believe what was mentioned in that piece of paper?? Last year review also not like tat.. why this year like tat??

Did i realli change from bad to worse?? Or had he changed by those women? Zzzz.... Everyday, those women keep feeding him wif drugs... he won't get poisoned also fake de... Den he asked mi whether i got things to tell him... i told him... what's the point?? I say 1 time can win ppl keep telling him everyday??? Nonsense... den he say, since he is the boss of coz he had the rights to knw... if i can't even tell him or after telling him nothing happened, then it is realli a big problem le.... sounds true.. but den, it doesn't change the fact that, even tell him oso no use de.... zzzzzzzzzzzzz

He told me, this peer review is actually what and how ppl looked @ me... Sometimes, i lacked communication with those women.. which was quite true.. .coz i realli dislike them.. hence, i prefer not to talk to them unless necessary... mayb that's why such things happened... zzzzzzzzzzzzzz

I also told him... like what he knws, tat woman don't like me @ all... and he placed mi under her charge... of coz, nothing good will appear on that piece of paper... not true?? den he look at me saying... he not so stupid to listen to 1 sided story... well, who knws?? Only he himself knw best... who feeding him wif drugs... brainwash him... only he himself knw best.. don't need me to elaborate...

He also told me, how ppl looked at me is not so impt.. the impt thing is how i look at myself?? I don't know... I seriously moodless since tuesday after tat review... Is quitting the job the best way for me??

If i quit, those women got what they wanted... good for them...
But den, if i quit... i will still go back to square 1.. which is Lotus notes or system support.. which i don't want... sick of this 2 roles... wanna learn something new... which my boss promised me.. but, looking at the current situation.... will this promise be fulfilled?? Seems quite impossible also... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

And tat makes me more SIANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN.. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz