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Hahaa.. Yea! I wanna quit my late for work habit.. realli getting from bad to worse... realli need to correct it before i came to office @ 12noon... lol! Recently, always woke up @ 8:30am... err... official start work hrs... That alarm clock is good niah.. Citizen de... got 2 functions... Hehee.. Nowadays, my hp alarm doesn't seems to be much use for me... Need new alarm sound to wake me up... Not bad niah, first day try with tat loud ringing... and i manage to reach office before 9:30am.. before my Calibre RM training... lol! ![]()
Realli bad habit... Need to change for the better!!... And so, last evening went out plaza wif mom for dinner and got myself a new alarm clock... Those that will ring a bell de... kekee!!
1. Loud Ringing
2. Continuous beeps...![]()
Getting more and more moodless working in this place...Is it that my boss had changed for good by those women?? Or m i realli getting from bad to worse?? Juz had my peer review on tuesday, and to my surprise.. this year nothing good was written in my review... I couldn't forget the first sentence written in that piece of paper... which wrote: 1. She finds all sorts of excuses not to do the work when she don't feel like doing the work... This sentence is holy crap seriously... Since when did i find excuses not to do my work?? I told him, i strongly disagreed with this sentence.. since when? My dear PM asked mi help him do Courier and administrative work i oso helped him le... all these are totally out of scope for me... but bcoz since he asked mi help him, so there i go... And this is what i get in my peer review?? My mood is realli affected by this year review seriously... those women realli managed to get what they wanted... good for them... Utterly disappointed wif my boss... Like what he said, I followed him since he was still a PM until now he is our GM.. And he can trust other ppl's saying more den trust me... I asked him, he realli believe what was mentioned in that piece of paper?? Last year review also not like tat.. why this year like tat?? Did i realli change from bad to worse?? Or had he changed by those women? Zzzz.... Everyday, those women keep feeding him wif drugs... he won't get poisoned also fake de... Den he asked mi whether i got things to tell him... i told him... what's the point?? I say 1 time can win ppl keep telling him everyday??? Nonsense... den he say, since he is the boss of coz he had the rights to knw... if i can't even tell him or after telling him nothing happened, then it is realli a big problem le.... sounds true.. but den, it doesn't change the fact that, even tell him oso no use de.... zzzzzzzzzzzzz He told me, this peer review is actually what and how ppl looked @ me... Sometimes, i lacked communication with those women.. which was quite true.. .coz i realli dislike them.. hence, i prefer not to talk to them unless necessary... mayb that's why such things happened... zzzzzzzzzzzzzz I also told him... like what he knws, tat woman don't like me @ all... and he placed mi under her charge... of coz, nothing good will appear on that piece of paper... not true?? den he look at me saying... he not so stupid to listen to 1 sided story... well, who knws?? Only he himself knw best... who feeding him wif drugs... brainwash him... only he himself knw best.. don't need me to elaborate... He also told me, how ppl looked at me is not so impt.. the impt thing is how i look at myself?? I don't know... I seriously moodless since tuesday after tat review... Is quitting the job the best way for me?? If i quit, those women got what they wanted... good for them... And tat makes me more SIANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN.. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
But den, if i quit... i will still go back to square 1.. which is Lotus notes or system support.. which i don't want... sick of this 2 roles... wanna learn something new... which my boss promised me.. but, looking at the current situation.... will this promise be fulfilled?? Seems quite impossible also... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Yea... After the numerous attempts for my frens bugging of asking mi to play cabal... i finally got the cd from one of my fren to install on my com as the downloaded cabal version does not work on my machine.. And started playing since last tuesday.... A SUPER QUEST ORIENTED game i must say.... Had been doing quest non stop since day 1 when i started on the game.. and as of current... i am already lv37!!! Hahahaaaa... =p A bit siao... But this game i must say... is much better than maple... realli is quest and game oriented... not like maple.. which involves alot of socialism wif ppl inside the game.. which at the end of the day... feelings and emotions got involved and caused mood to be affected and feelings hurt as such... zzzzz.... Why i say so, i dont want to say much here... whoever play maple... will agree wif me for sure... Cabal on the other hand, is a more relaxing game.. and is more self-oriented and quest-oriented... socialism of ppl in game is beri minimal... which on the other hand... make it GOOD to be frank... is realli a GAME which involves you and yourself only... and no one else... try it and you will knw... hehee... Yesterday evening, went compass point wif mom and little sis for dinner and after dinner, i got myself a new radio for my room... poor me had gone without radio eversince i started gaming... coz, i don hv a radio in my room and i cant on online radio while gaming as it will cause lagness and disconnection etc... Not too bad actually, recently a decent radio only cost S$90 only.. not like last time... $150 over to $200 bucks.... Mom is planning to go for a short holiday to Cameron highlands in mid June... Looking forward to it.... Realli feel like getting out of SG for a while to hv some enjoyment out of SG...
Zzzz.. i hate her.. zzz.. today is only monday.. and she is playing politics.. juz because i nvr attend her meeting this morning... zzz... scheduled a 9am meeting, expecting everyone to turn up... yea, i m in the fault for not turning up coz i m late as usual.. but den, she sux lor... Guess what she did? she actually wrote an email cc to boss say tat i nvr attend the meeting despite the many efforts she put in to make sure i m available.. now my boss actually replied mi the mail asking mi why i nvr attend the meeting... and was i aware of the meeting etc.. obviously, he is not happy for mi not attending the meeting... This woman realli sux... why must she do this kinda things.. i miss her meeting, do she realli hv to shoot mi this way?? damn~ Going to get some scolding from boss le.. sob.. ![]()
Went shopping wif mom and little sis this afternoon at marina sq and bgt 2 nite gowns for my sis wedding this coming june... one for myself another for little sis... another 200 over bucks fly.. One of the gown.. mine.. hehe..![]()

Sian.. i beri sian.... haiz... Sobss... sick wif my old account users.. sick wif my ahnei teamlead... sick wif my pm... all of them realli make mi sick of tat account.. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.... and my boss oso making mi sick... i realli don hv the morale or motivation to do that account le.. but they want me to do... coz, there is no one else EXCEPT ME!!!!! zzzzzz... Isnt it crap??? tat day boss asked mi in for a 1-to-1 session coz i somehow offended the user... so he buey song, escalate up and i tio.. the 1-to-1 session wif boss... boss asked mi what happened.. coz last time i not like tat.. but den, i told him... last time and now got difference coz, @ least last time my tat si ahnei team lead nvr realli throw mi go die... but now, he realli wash hand and throw mi into the sea ask mi do my own survival... i hate this kinda feeling.... it sux! I complained to boss.. den boss was saying, he only got ME!! NO ONE ELSE le!! zzzzzz i asked him to get someone new to do the project.. but he say.. no budget!!.. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz... I dont want to do.. but bo bian hv to do... realli zzzzz lor.. when the morale and motivation not there.. everyday go down there.. angry wif those ppl... angry wif the job... like tat how to perform?? Boss oso say... he oso like tat.. when a job is given to u.. u hv to do.. be it u like it or not.. u hv to do it... sigh... sad to say.. what he say is true.. zzzzzzz...
I donno what to say leh.. realli beri sian... zzzzzzzz.....
Wow... lols... mia for almost.. half a year.. 5mths to be exact.. :P Anyone miss me?? hahaa.. i think those frequent readers of my blog oredi gave up on me.. and nvr visit this place liao.. too much cobwebs.. and with no new entry... hahahhaaa... anyway, is ok.. as long as i still rem this place.. is more than enough.. keke.. Too much events happened recently and lazy to list them out one by one.. Anyway, juz feel like blogging abt my new swimsuit... damn~~ one tat cost mi $203.30... zzzz... yea!! 200bucks+++... zzz... but is nice, from arena... and the material is nice too... Will post it later when i reached home after i took a pic of it... hee... K.. here's the pic of my $203.30 arena swimsuit.. =p

Nickname : Ger
Country : Singapore
Zodiac Sign : Scorpio
Email : lscallop@yahoo.com
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