November 10, 2005
Expected
Login to Yahoo messenger this morning and my ex-coll msg mi telling mi what happened after she tok to boss yesterday evening... As expected, my hope of going back had been squashed totally and flatly when she told mi that boss actually offered her perm position in order to keep her...
Why is it that it happened to everyone except mi?? 
Previously when I got a job offer and tok to boss, his msg to mi was that he got no intention to convert mi as yet as there was no project... He asked mi to start looking arnd and not to pin hope in staying there... My ex-coll oso told mi that boss told her currently there wasn't any project as yet but bcoz the internal users got used to hv her arnd, he intend to convert her...
Why am i so unlucky?? Am i realli not fated with NCS?? If so, why was I given a chance to go in where it was just a dream afterall?? To be frank, i am realli feeling beri sad abt all this issue... My heart is crying!! 